Currently Watching The Notebook By Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams, James Garner, Gena Rowlands, Joan Allen see related

I know that some people went to the south cobb performance tonight and i hope it went well. I had to go to starbucks and the LAST open mic night until january. It was awesome. I got to perform my poems tonight as well and I had a blast. I'm sorry to those of you who missed it, oh well!

People who need somewhere to go on wednesday nights now, I have the coolest youth group at First Baptist Church Mableton, by mableton elementry school. We are about to start a drama program. That wont interfer with school or with theatre after school. We also have a new youth paster who is so awesome. There really is no preasure about having God or anything it's mostly just about hangin' out and havin' a good time with friends that you already know. I go every wednesday night. it starts at 6:30pm. if you get there any later that's perfectly fine no one will care. so if you want to play some game, hear some life stories, and hang out with friends then try next wednesday. We have a blast.

I am starting up a traveling drama group as well through the youth group so if you are interested in being apart of a cool traveling christian group then come on and you don't have to be a christian to be able to join.

I love hangin' out with you guys and I love that we have this communication.

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Currently Playing The Notebook By Aaron Zigman, Various Artists I'll be seeing you see related

I haven't been able to write in forever it feels like because of work and always being on the phone with HIM. I have missed you guys though. Katie if you are reading this please call me at home tonight I can't find my cell and if you have called me I don't know. I am sorry I haven't been home either if you've called there. I'm at someones house right now wasting time. Life is confusing and crazy right now. I have so many choices to make right now that could affect the rest of my life and I am so scared to make a conclusion, thinking it would be the wrong one and I would end up regretting it forever. I just don't know if I can. Most of the decisions have to do with HIM. Like living situations and college plans and career goals to be set. I don't know how some people do it. For 8 years now I have known exactly what I wanted to do in the future and I had now back fall "in case" type job. It was only acting and in one sitting something came and threw me to the ground and now I feel like I have to start all over again with my career decisions. Tell me how can someone make you change so very much without even saying you need to change? I can't really elaborate because my entries are public entries and ANYONE can read them. Other than that my life is okay and I know that doesn't leave much to be okay but what is left can be considered okay. I love being around the theatre and commercial time 'there is a chance for those of you who love it also. South Cobb High is doing A Midsummer Nights Dream for those who want to experience theatre again' okay commercial time ended. I am definately going to see that I can't wait. Thursday night at 7:30pm but I will be there at 6:30 to be able to see my favorite people in the world. I love you guys to death.

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Currently Playing Under Pressure Remix Pt.1 By Queen see related

Hear is another poem that I felt needed to be shared with the world of xanga.

PREASURE-

There is preasure in life to always fit in,

But I know it's not right, I know it's a sin;

The preasure to please and follow the crowd,

Sometimes I just want to scream out loud;

Be a leader not a follower it's an easier life,

Showing people God loves them instead of using a knife;

Guns are for show,

And drugs make you slow;

Alcohols addicting,

See the pain your inflicting;

Your family, your friends,

Your just following the trends;

Don't let teh define you or tell you who you are,

Lead the next generation and you can raise the bar;

You are one single person in a great big nation,

Follow only one person, the maker of creation;

Accept him as your savior ask him into your heart,

He will be there and you'll never be apart;

Grow in him and he will show you the way,

He will give you joy and guide you each day.

Currently Watching Mona Lisa Smile By Julia Roberts, Kirsten Dunst, Julia Stiles, Maggie Gyllenhaal, Marcia Gay Harden see related

So my POD (Poem Of the Day) has to become a POW (Poem Of the Week). because I don't have enough time each day to write a new one. I found a few new xanga members that I went to school with. I knew the xanga was big but man there are so many people it's unbelievable. I don't really have anything to say other than hey to the new one and hola to the old.

love you all. write me and we can talk!

Currently Watching Pearl Harbor By Ben Affleck, Kate Beckinsale see related

POD-

Freedom Rings

Listen to me you ingorant fools, you people who protest the war,

Do you even know what the soldiers over there are really fighting for;

For you to be able to stand there today and give your little speech,

They fight for you to say those things, an understanding you obviously can't reach;

They hear you over there and your insults hit like a knife,

All they want is to keep you safe and freedom in your life;

A little thanks would be nice to the ones who allow you to say those things,

But THEY wont give up no matter what until they hear that freedom rings.